This week i am so exciting and happy, because my two sister in law have a baby on sunday. they use same doctor at same hospital and share same room too. ahah. this week so busy for me. i need to visit them and try to help them a little. and i need to doing my 26 pages final too but i already finish 12 pages. Thank you God.

This picture I drew at camp herald, we were to meditate and  just ask God come get us any picture or any thought. then I come out, I have no energy like waiting  to die. then I see a light house at the end of the sea.  I feel I have a hope and have the goal, then I will use all my energy to row my boat to the goal, suddenly, I saw thousand and thousands of boats following me to that goal. this is my picture.

At the upper right hand corner I wrote: By faith I see the goal then i will use all my energy to catch it. then will have thousand of thousands of people  following me, because have many many people they are lost in the ocean we call life.

07/07/04

Today is the second day of SMTS, I have not idea, I think no that long today, I feel not so tired or sleeping today, even though last night I just sleep 4 Hours my mind still working. Thank you God, we have a very good day today. we went to grand park today too. I feel we can sing some song there every day abut 15 min then we can talk to them and we can know and pray for them. I think God use this park to trian me to love other more. I already desire to obey God.

what you believe is what you get.

Brother and Sister what do you believe today? you believe the devils lies, then you live still in struggle and not to face it. or you believe GOD. God said: "my word (the truth) will set you free." you believe GOD have this kind of  power?

Brother and Sister , you have to choose. you believe GOD or the devils.